New Day, I hope so.

I am finally feeling almost normal.A bit of a cold left. Kurt is really sick and I feel so helpless.Guilty that I am here in the warm sun.I should be home taking care of him.Illness really has a way of messing your thought process up. I have not even begun to do any deep thinking or reflecting on what "My Hawaii" is all about.Shit is all I can say.All my thoughts are back home,needing to be helping him. So here I sit in the laundry room(Internet connection),crying. I am going to go snorkeling to clear my head.