I am not sure if this happens to everyone at some point in their life,but it happened to me. The question? What is life all about?
And what to do with the rest of mine?
Approaching 50 years old this year I come to a point of reflection.
I have experienced love,divorce,love again(current),death,death again,illness,family seperation due to location,(these are the ones you are close to an wish you lived closer). And the other kind of family seperation that is another divorce all over again.
Am I having my own mid-life crisis,am I nuts, or someone with the most positive clear head I have ever had in my life?
I came home from the Islands Kauai and Hawaii in November 2012 and was more depressed than I have ever been. I have been traveling to the Hawaiian Islands on a consistent basis since I was 24 years old. The first time I went, I cried when I left. That never stopped, each trip home the tears last longer and longer.
I have lost count on how many visits I have made to the Islands,but the last two times I begged Kurt,to just send for the dog...
I need to be here,my soul is here...
On our last trip I ended up blowing out my ear and was forced to stay out of the ocean. I also got the flu.I was able to have 2 great snorkel experiences in before I was sidelined to the beach.Not a total bad thing,I know. I still enjoyed my stay but came home with a deep sense of loss not being able to swim in the ocean and snorkel for the remainder of our vacation. Which is daily until I can't kick anymore!
Everything has to fit in this suitcase.14x21x7.
I leave Saturday Feb. 2nd.
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